When I first started this blog I had no idea if I would have
the resilience to keep posting. To be honest it has been hard at times
with lack of internet access, the time it takes to upload photos and coming up
with posts I think people will be interested to read. However, this is the 100th
post!
Thinking about how to mark this moment I reflected that this
blog is maybe not all it seems. This is
the sanitised version. The problem with
a blog is that anyone can read it and with that in mind you have to temper what
you write for fear of offending people – you really don’t know who may stumble
across it.
That is one element the other
is that I always, in the words of Johnny Mercer, “accentuate the positive and
eliminate the negative”. That said
there have not been too many negative moments but they are there. So here is a list of ten things that have
pulled me down in the last 15 months, in no particular order.
- The periods with no running water
- Weeks and weeks without power
- Missing my “old” friends when times are tough
- Missing weddings, 50th birthday celebrations, first Holy Communions
- Feeling I’m blogging into a big empty space when my email inbox is empty
- Reading about theatre that I have missed
- Loneliness
- Uncertainty about what next
- Not hearing back from companies about job applications I have submitted
- Missing seeing my godchildren growing up – they change so fast